some times I lose my mind
Last night I guess I just found time
I'd doing fine I'm all right
Thats just a goddamn lie
I hate everything about today
And the way that it taste
The way the seasons never change
"guess my wish came true, I'm not here right now
Just leave A Message as they put me in the ground
I thought about calling you before I offed myself
But I know, I knew you'd pull me back out"
I guess I'll self destruct
COULDN'T ON, I THINK ITS SHOWING
I GUESS I'LL CLOSE MY EYES, BOW OUT QUIETLY
MOST DAYS I HATE MYSELF,
I spent most days trying to find my way out
I've got a question...
DID YOU THINK THAT YOU COULD SAVE ME
FROM ALL THOSE DEAD END DREAMS OF NEVER WAKING
THROUGH SELF HELP AND HELL, I PUT MYSELF
I'VE GOT A DEATHWISH
Tell all my friends that I'm dead
Just a Ghost in the back of their head
Do you think they'll miss me when I'm gone,
Do you think they still sing my songs,
Do you think they find out I was doomed from the start, all along?
I can't go on like this anymore
The more I think of this life I relize it's just a bore
I don't wanna live anymore
I don't wanna live anymore
I CAN'T GO ON LIVING LIKE THIS
Tell all my friends I'm dead
Just a ghost in the back of their head
Tell all my friends I'm dead
I'm signing off
I've had enough
Do you think they'll still miss me when I'm gone?
Do you think they'll still be huming my songs?
Do you think they'll find out I was never to be loved at all..
All along?
I don't wanna live anymore
The more I think of this life I cant think anymore
I fucking lost myself and put the world through hell
This album would be more aptly named "Hits From The Bow II: Hits From The Stern". It so hearkens back to that first album that changed the face of experimental metal. I can't believe I missed this 6 years ago, but I'm so glad it exists. 10/10. brineryte