Sleepwalkers

by Endeavors

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released July 6, 2013

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Track Name: Thomas
Giving up, do you think I'll ever dream again?

Would you be my friend if you saw what eats my head?

These gloom days, they've got it out for me..

Speak in my sleep, grinding my teeth



I'm all alone..
Life with these ghost in my head

They're trying to break free

They want me dead,
THEY'RE TRYING TO LIVE


They speak in breaths, moans, and hymns

How did this all begin?

They want me dead, they want me dead

I wanna dream again



Twenty Two years into this life

When did they take my mind?

Did in inhale their light just to choke on mine?
Was I ever really alright?


I WANT THIS DEAD, I WANT THIS DEAD

I WANT THIS OUT OF MY GODDAMN HEAD, I WANNA DREAM AGAIN



Pulling teeth and losing sleep
Was I just talking to me?

AM I THE HAUNTING, THE EATER OF DREAMS

ARE THESE DEMONS REALLY ME?

WAKE UP
Track Name: Weekend.Rot
“Grow up and give up,
This world is so fucked”
Maybe its just me,
Maybe I should’ve stayed asleep

I’m getting sick
yeah, my stomachs in knots
I thought about calling god
But I knew he’d let me rot

Oh, fuck I’m stuck
What have I done…
CAVING MY HEAD IN
I’m lost, I feel like THROWING UP.

(I fucking hate this, I fucking hate this,
I fucking hate the way I feel.
Every day is just time to kill,
Empty with no end, I hate what fills my head)

Rather not admit it. I’m depressed, they don’t get it.
Sick of living day to day, wish it would go away..
Sick of hanging my head, lost in a world of black.
I’m a heart attack, the aftermath.
I’m swimming in a sea of sad.

FUCK THIS

I don’t know what to do with everyone in the room
I feel there eyes on me, they’re weighing me down

{Woke up with these thoughts in my head
some sad, some bad, some were dressed in black.
Some were just plain cruel.
Some had everything and nothing to do with “you”
I feel asleep for weeks…Woke up to a dream
with nothing but a heart beat.
All senses were lost, I knew I’d never find god}

I’D RATHER NOT ADMIT IT
Track Name: Hang
Everyday just a repeat of the last
Made a Noose from the past...
It's so sad how I came and went
Another day I'm still here
I want to disappear, I tried to disappear

I took My time trying to write this one out
I took my life, I'm the HOLY GHOST NOW

(My days are looking grim)

So cold, I hope you know I signed my suicide note
With X's and O's and a broken Halo
I told God not to bother with me...
I'm on my knees screaming please because the devil wont take me

I wake up every day just to hate my fucking life
Wipe the sleep from my eyes and ask god why I'm still alive


"Lonesome and bitter and a head full of splinters
I took my time to remember that it never gets better.
Nothing is the same when your life's a waste
I'm misplaced, I'm erased, I'm falling out of love with the light."
Track Name: (XO)
some times I lose my mind
Last night I guess I just found time
I'd doing fine I'm all right
Thats just a goddamn lie

I hate everything about today
And the way that it taste
The way the seasons never change

"guess my wish came true, I'm not here right now
Just leave A Message as they put me in the ground
I thought about calling you before I offed myself
But I know, I knew you'd pull me back out"

I guess I'll self destruct



COULDN'T ON, I THINK ITS SHOWING
I GUESS I'LL CLOSE MY EYES, BOW OUT QUIETLY

MOST DAYS I HATE MYSELF,
I spent most days trying to find my way out

I've got a question...
DID YOU THINK THAT YOU COULD SAVE ME

FROM ALL THOSE DEAD END DREAMS OF NEVER WAKING

THROUGH SELF HELP AND HELL, I PUT MYSELF



I'VE GOT A DEATHWISH

Tell all my friends that I'm dead
Just a Ghost in the back of their head

Do you think they'll miss me when I'm gone,
Do you think they still sing my songs,
Do you think they find out I was doomed from the start, all along?

I can't go on like this anymore
The more I think of this life I relize it's just a bore
I don't wanna live anymore
I don't wanna live anymore

I CAN'T GO ON LIVING LIKE THIS


Tell all my friends I'm dead
Just a ghost in the back of their head

Tell all my friends I'm dead

I'm signing off
I've had enough

Do you think they'll still miss me when I'm gone?
Do you think they'll still be huming my songs?
Do you think they'll find out I was never to be loved at all..
All along?

I don't wanna live anymore
The more I think of this life I cant think anymore
I fucking lost myself and put the world through hell

STAY ASLEEP AND JUST LET ME BE
Track Name: Bedhead
There's no light at the end of the rope
I look to the heavens for hope just to end up choked
I'm falling out we're stuck, we're eaten up by the sun

just let it sink in that my heart is gone

That we were fucked all along

and the song that we sang is on the tip of my tongue


sick of she loves me nots, suicidal thoughts


And all the things that we were and all the things that we're not

It's all about you and I




every building i see reminds me of you

all the things that you do and what we've been through

and how i hate my self for letting this go to hell, oh well



I'M GONE, I'M LOST, I'M FUCKED

THE NEGATIVE PAWN IN A GAME THATS BEEN LONG DONE

JUST TO BRUSH IT OFF, WHY DO I STILL GIVE A FUCK?



This time i plan on doing right
the only problem is it'll be in the after life



There's no light at the end of the rope
I look to the heavens for hope just to end up fucked




EVERY SINGLE DAY, WISH THIS WOULD GO AWAY

BUT THESE SONGS STILL STUCK IN MY HEAD

WISH I WAS DEAD BUT INSTEAD IM STUCK LIVING WITH THIS


REGRET, THERES NOTHING LEFT



I know i fucked yr <3
Mine was doomed from the start
two worlds apart
god just let her know she's not alone
i've been thinking of yr pale skin
Sleeping with then dead
I don't want to live again
To tired to love you
Oh, so sick of thinking of you...
... So I cut off my head I went to bed



I'll never dream again,

All the places I've been, dead.
All the people I met, dead.

All the cities I've slept, dead

All the time that we spent, (ITS FUCKING) dead
Track Name: Holes & Heavens (Ft. Tyler Ennis of Ground Tracer)
I'VE GOT THIS STRAGE FEELING THAT I'M NOT MYSELF AYMORE

I GUESS ITS SAFE TO SAY I'M NEVER GETTING OUT OF BED
ALL THE PLACES I'VE BEEN I NEVER SHOULD HAVE BEEN
AND ALL THE PEOPLE I SEE THEY'RE ALWAYS LOOKING DOWN ON ME
BUT LIFE IS A DAY DREAM
I DON'T WANNA WAKE UP

I MISPLACED MY HEAD, I'M NOT GETTING IT BACK
THERES A HOLE THROUGH THE BACK FROM WHEN I BLEW OUT THE PAST
ITS SO SAD ALL THE TIME SPENT DEALING WITH THIS
YOU WONT MISS THIS, I KNOW YOU WONT MISS THIS

I'VE ALREADY MADE UP MY MIND, THERE'S NO CHANGING IT
I'VE SPENT SO MUCH TIME TRYING TO ERASE THIS
BUT ALL IT'S DONE IS EAT ME FROM THE INSIDE OUT
I'M TIRED AND SICK OF THE PAST HITCHING A RIDE BACK TO
THE PRESENT

I made this bed so I'll sleep in it
That doesn't mean I inted to breath in it
I made this bed, so I'll sleep in it



KEEP BOTH EYES TO THE SKY WHEN I'M out ofTOWN
KEEP YR FEET ON THE GROUND
AND YR HEAD IN TH CLOUDS
YOU CAN MISS SOMETHING IF ITS NEVER AROUND..

FEELING SO LOW AND DOWN
ALL I AM IS HELPLESS
ALL I WANT TO DO IS DISAPPEAR


I PUSH AND I PUSH AND I PUSH, IT JUST GETS HARDER
I PUSH AND I PUSH AND I PUSH , I CANT ENDURE

ANOTHER DAY DAY ANOTHER FOOT IN THE GRAVE
I DUG THIS BED
SO I GUESS THATS WHERE I'LL LAY(my head)

I CAN'T EVEN BREATH UNDERGROUND
IT'S COMING DOWN, IT'S COMING DOWN CAN YOU FEEL IT NOW

DO I MAKE YOU SICK TO YOUR STOMACH?
KEEP IT COMING?
DOES SEEM SUREAL JUST TO MY UNDOING
Track Name: BLOODVVOLF
So you know I’ve got this taste for blood
Tried to talk but I held my tongue, you know I’M THE WOLF
Lay me down put me into the ground
Six feet under is where I’ll be found

I’ll be your worst luck, your worst fuck, biggest mistake
I’ll be a bad find, your last time, what happened to me

Now you know I’ve got this taste for blood
Yeah you heard I’m the wolf, Now you know I’m the wolf
Now I’ve got you right where I want you
Try and run, I dare you to run

I’ve been wearing this skin for months, speaking in tongues, keeping my distance..
You think I’m looking at you, how I wish you could see exactly who I’m looking through
Track Name: The Blackout Kids
Counting down till it ends
I just dont wanna live.
I can't even look in the mirror.
I hate every single thing I see inside of me
I'm nothing.
Wasting space in this place
Maybe I should fuck my head all day so it'll go away.

It'll take more then this bottle to pull me out of this hole
I think(know) I hit rock bottom, I'm not coming HOME (this time)

Just give me a push, never mind I'll jump

you wanan tell me to go away, I'll fucking leave this place.
I hate everything, I'm nothing I want to be
I can't even smile, I'm not real, I don't even know how to feel
some call it depressed I call it playing dead.

I'm counting down, my time is running out.
lost my head in the clouds, forgot to bring it back down
Now I've got something to say
Go away, I'm sick of everything
you can't save me now

lets do this now, lets end this right fucking now

you wanan tell me to go away, I'll fucking leave this place.
I hate everything, I'm nothing I want to be
I can't even smile, I'm not real, I don't even know how to feel

black out, give up, end it all, my life sucks



you wanan tell me to go away, I'll fucking leave this place.
I'm nothing and everything you hate
I can't even smile, I'm not real, I don't even know how to feel
some call it depressed I call it playing dead.
Track Name: Welcome To Ruining My Life
I’m not comfortable in my own skin, I keep scratching and itching hoping it’ll sink in. Oh, just to forget that the matter at hand is I’m just not fitting in. “All black” at the top of your lungs, I keep on screaming, guess I wasn’t loud enough. Fuck, another reason to bang my head in to this wall. Blue in the face, I’ve held my breath for too fucking long.

This deadweight, it’s always holding me back. It wont let me sink, just hangs around my neck. A constant reminder of what I can never have.

Had I known you weren’t the map to the world, I would of wasted all my time trying to burn you to the ground. Pen down my heart in blue and black. Lead the sheep to the wolves, take this knife from my back. I’m coming home, forgetting my past, every line that I wrote, it’s all the tact that you lack. Just so you know I’m getting to the best part, another goddamn song about this hole in my heart.
How could i possibly forgive you after all the damage that you’ve caused?
I’m comin’ for you, did you think you could run from this? Did you think I would forget you? You won’t escape from this.

Welcome to ruining my life